Empty on the inside..
That's what a person feels when their hungry, but what if the soul was hungry not the body? Then what kind of emptiness would that person feel inside?.. Thinking about it makes me wonder about all kinds of feelings and emotions I haven’t experienced yet, and I think what could possibly be more? I think I felt it all, I felt too many emotions for the next 50 years, maybe its normal, maybe its ok to feel this kind of stuff, I don’t know really, what could the world be hiding more than its already shown? I know that there is so many things I haven’t seen, or haven’t done, and people I haven’t met yet, but, if right now I feel that I’ve seen enough, and been through enough, how could I handle the rest? How could anyone? I don’t think I have the energy to go throw anything, any more, I feel I’m powerless and tired of it all, but then I think maybe one day I’ll wake up and laugh at this, maybe one day I’ll know that its all worth it, that life is worth it.. but this still leaves the question, what if I don’t, what if I don’t laugh at this one day? What if its not worth it?.. if that day comes I wouldn’t know what to do, maybe I’ll just cry… yes I’ll just cry.. that all I could and would do…
That's what a person feels when their hungry, but what if the soul was hungry not the body? Then what kind of emptiness would that person feel inside?.. Thinking about it makes me wonder about all kinds of feelings and emotions I haven’t experienced yet, and I think what could possibly be more? I think I felt it all, I felt too many emotions for the next 50 years, maybe its normal, maybe its ok to feel this kind of stuff, I don’t know really, what could the world be hiding more than its already shown? I know that there is so many things I haven’t seen, or haven’t done, and people I haven’t met yet, but, if right now I feel that I’ve seen enough, and been through enough, how could I handle the rest? How could anyone? I don’t think I have the energy to go throw anything, any more, I feel I’m powerless and tired of it all, but then I think maybe one day I’ll wake up and laugh at this, maybe one day I’ll know that its all worth it, that life is worth it.. but this still leaves the question, what if I don’t, what if I don’t laugh at this one day? What if its not worth it?.. if that day comes I wouldn’t know what to do, maybe I’ll just cry… yes I’ll just cry.. that all I could and would do…
written 29/12/2008
monday, 2:58pm
2 comments:
very beautiful thoughts.. i think the answer is in the title, it's all inside... you can decide... luv it thanks sister ;)
wow ^_^ that's pretty cool
i liked it although there r some mistakes :p
but remember the most important thing after ya cry is..2 dry ur tears and smile ^_^
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